From black hole to big bang; & big bang to black hole

From black hole to big bang & again from big bang to black hole, its the same process of life for everyone... May it be a small amiba or the entire cosmos. How beautifully every life flourished in this universe.

Understanding this whole process is also simple once u understand it but before that life is a chaos. 

It's so similar to our own life, come from this soil and end in this soil...

Understanding the creator makes things easy...

Once I understood the creator entire life becomes sweet or blissful or amazing or satisfied , actually I really don't have any words; how life becomes once I am dissolved in him, 

Longing for that ultimate is so beautiful..and once i get there craetor takes care of me  ..But then I forget to act to be there with him and then whole problem starts.......

Sometimes looks very simple .....now I am at complete peace but still many times get confused with the route ...I know he is taking care of everything for me; my journey, my path and the destination... it's warm and blissful when he hold my hand ...But many times when I leave his hand to see the beauty around and get entangled there for sometime and then return back and couldn't find him... then it's scary... .it brings tear to my eyes .😔..I know he is  there but until I see you my Lord  and feel warmth of your touch I get restless. ..I know its my fault but I am your kid, you should be taking care of me..  right?